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Wisdom Interprets Information

2011 April 22
by David

“I tell you, my friends, do not fear those who kill the body, and after that have nothing more that they can do. But I will warn you whom to fear: fear him who, after he has killed, has authority to cast into hell. Yes, I tell you, fear him!

(Luke 12:4-5 ESV)

One of the many paradoxes found in Scripture is this: the very Person we are to love unreservedly is the very Person we are to fear unreservedly.  In other words, the God who is love (e.g., 1 John 4:8) is also the God who is holy (e.g., Exodus 3:2-6; Joshua 5:13-15; Luke 12:4,5).  Herein lies a litmus test, of sorts, for all who claim to believe in God: if you truly believe in God, then your life (thoughts, speech, and actions) will be an ever-increasing testimony of both love and fear.  It is not enough to believe that God exists—even the demons believe in God and they shudder (see James 2:19).

The Bible calls this blend of apparent contradictions (fear and love) worship.  And it is only through this worship that we draw near to God.

But what exactly is the fear of the Lord?  Why should I fear the Lord?  And how do I  practice the fear of the Lord in life’s daily grind?  While scholars and theologians (people with much more “smarts” than I can lay claim to) have written volumes on this question, I will attempt to provide a brief working proposition:

To fear the Lord is to acknowledge the truth of Jesus’ statement in Luke 12:4-5 that God has both the power and the authority to make the ultimate and irrevocable disposition of my eternal soul!  Now if that were the only consideration, then I would be foolish not to fear the Lord.  But there is much more involved in this question than mere self-preservation.

The fear of the Lord begins to grow in our hearts and minds when we come to see God as He truly is—holy and completely other than we are.  There is no one like God and when we begin to see God as He truly is, then an awareness of who we truly are begins to take shape.  It is only through fear of the Lord that we begin to comprehend the depths of our sinfulness, the audacity of our rebellion against a wise and loving God.

This awareness of self is in contradistinction to God; that is, the distinctions are based upon qualitative differences.  God is holy—we are not.  God is all powerful—we are not.  God is loving—we are not (in the sense that God loves unconditionally).  And the differences continue to pile up—stark testimony for the need to fear God if we are to grasp wisdom to any meaningful degree.  Yet, as we acknowledge God in His various attributes, the fear of the Lord assumes a richer, more satisfying role for us.  We begin to understand that the fear of the Lord includes trusting His wisdom, relying upon His judgment in every situation, resting in His never-failing love when the storms of life threaten to capsize us.

But what does this fear of the Lord look like in the real world?  In other words, how do I practice the fear of the Lord in life’s daily grind, whether at work (regardless of where you do that work), at home, at school, and so forth?  An important insight for me has come from making the connection between the fear of the Lord and God’s steadfast love.  We fear God for who He is and, because of who He is, we have hope.

Behold, the eye of the LORD is on those who fear him,

on those who hope in his steadfast love,

that he may deliver their soul from death

and keep them alive in famine.

Our soul waits for the LORD;

he is our help and our shield.

For our heart is glad in him,

because we trust in his holy name.

Let your steadfast love, O LORD, be upon us,

even as we hope in you.  (Psalm 33:18-22 ESV)

When I began to make the connection between the fear of the Lord, the holiness of the Lord, and the love of the Lord, my fragmented understanding of life took on purpose and meaning in a way that I had not thought possible prior to making the connection.  Now, the reason that I could make such a connection had nothing to do with my intellect, but it had everything to do with God’s love!  And when I saw the connection between God’s love and my hope, and between my hope and God’s holiness, the only reasonable response of my heart toward God was a reverent fear.

Thus, the fear of the Lord is expressed through offering my life unreservedly to the one Who has withheld no good thing from me.  The fear of the Lord is the response elicited by God’s steadfast love directed toward me.  The fear of the Lord becomes our modus operandi in life’s daily grind.  The fear of the Lord is poured back into our hearts by God as joy.  This is what David wrote in Psalm 33 (above)—we are glad (joyful) in the God whom we fear!  To practice the fear of the Lord, then, is to acknowledge God in all your ways and trust Him to direct your steps (see Proverbs 3:6).

And without faith it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him. (Hebrews 11:6 ESV)

There are many truth claims presupposed in one’s believing in God.  Here are just a few of them: (1) God is holy and we are unholy; (2) Our sinfulness has separated us from a holy God; (3) God sent His Son (Jesus Christ) to bear the punishment for our sins; (4) Jesus Christ is the bridge between a holy God and sinful mankind and the only way of salvation; (5) Our only hope of being accepted by God is to place our trust in the saving work of Jesus Christ’s death on the cross as sufficient payment for our sins; (6) God changes the ruling passion of our lives (as revealed through our thoughts, speech, and actions) to reflect the holiness of God—which is a confirmation that we do, in fact, believe in God; and, (7) We seek wisdom from God so as to learn what He expects from His children (those who place their faith in His Son) and then eagerly obey Him.

Each one of these propositions represents an aspect of wisdom.  Wisdom resides only in God’s presence and the nearer we draw to God, the wiser we become.  This is counter-intuitive to unregenerate people, those to whom God refers in Scripture as fools and the simple.  Fools are individuals whose lives are directed by information, not wisdom.

I am using the term information as a synonym for worldly wisdom and the opposite of God’s wisdom, which can only be attained through the fear of the Lord.  So, if you trust to information and reject wisdom, then you are in an eternally precarious position—unless you turn this around, embrace wisdom, and reject information as a means of securing your future welfare, God says He will give you what you’ve asked for!

Because they hated knowledge

and did not choose the fear of the LORD,

would have none of my counsel

and despised all my reproof,

therefore they shall eat the fruit of their way,

and have their fill of their own devices.

For the simple are killed by their turning away,

and the complacency of fools destroys them;

but whoever listens to me will dwell secure

and will be at ease, without dread of disaster.” (Proverbs 1:29-33 ESV)

This is a word-picture of information parading as wisdom—it is deadly for those who trust in it.  And it is all the more deadly because this worldly wisdom provides a false assurance, a misguided sense of security.  Furthermore, although the verdict is death, it may be many years before the sentence is actually carried out, so that the foolish and simple imbibe information and their spiritual senses become dulled and complacency leads them blindly into destruction.

Having said that, I want to emphasize again that I am not opposed to information per se.  As I stated in the previous post, I am not saying that we need to shun all information.  What I am saying is that we must learn to use information as a tool.  Information comes at us at such a relentless pace that we need a strategy for sifting and discerning.  By practicing the fear of the Lord we gain wisdom, leading to understanding and knowledge.  A wise person uses knowledge.  A foolish person is seduced by information masquerading as wisdom.

The apostle Paul wrote to the church at Corinth a message that continues to be Headline News today—as urgent now as when it was first penned.  It is God’s wisdom that informs us of God’s purpose and God’s perspective.  And at the heart of God’s wisdom we find the cross of Christ.

For the word of the cross is folly to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. For it is written, “I will destroy the wisdom of the wise, and the discernment of the discerning I will thwart.”

Where is the one who is wise? Where is the scribe? Where is the debater of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? For since, in the wisdom of God, the world did not know God through wisdom, it pleased God through the folly of what we preach to save those who believe. For Jews demand signs and Greeks seek wisdom, but we preach Christ crucified, a stumbling block to Jews and folly to Gentiles, but to those who are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. For the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men. (1 Corinthians 1:18-25 ESV)

We hear an echo in these verses of God’s Word through the prophet Isaiah, when he said,

“Seek the LORD while he may be found;

call upon him while he is near;

let the wicked forsake his way,

and the unrighteous man his thoughts;

let him return to the LORD, that he may have compassion on him,

and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon. (Isaiah 55:6-7 ESV)

What this means is that, in reality, we each have only two options confronting us, two paths available to us: either we accept, embrace, and submit to God’s wisdom, which is foolishness to the world—or we reject God’s wisdom and accept, embrace, and submit to the wisdom of this world, which is foolishness to God.  Either way we will look foolish to someone.  (By the way, not choosing God’s wisdom is de facto rejection of God’s wisdom!)  After reviewing this information given to us, information that is interpreted through the wisdom of God, the only question worth asking is: Whose fool are you?  Choose God’s wisdom—which is to choose life—and you will appear foolish for a season, but you will have the assurance that you have an eternal home with God.  Chose the world’s wisdom—which is to reject God’s wisdom—and you may have an easier road to travel for your brief span on this globe, but the end of that road is destruction.  Or as the apostle James wrote,

Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Therefore whoever wishes to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God. (James 4:4 ESV)

And it’s not at all a pie-in-the-sky-by-and-by choice which is devoid of joy here-and-now.  Have you ever meditated upon this fantastic statement made in Psalm 25 about the blessings that accompany the fear of the Lord?

Who is the man who fears the LORD?

Him will he instruct in the way that he should choose.

His soul shall abide in well-being,

and his offspring shall inherit the land.

The friendship of the LORD is for those who fear him,

and he makes known to them his covenant. (Psalm 25:12-14 ESV)

If you fear the Lord you will become wise and God offers you His friendship.  Verse 14 in the New International Version reads, The LORD confides in those who fear him; he makes his covenant known to them. In other words, God takes them into His confidence—they can be trusted with the wisdom of God.  As we approach the Lord in an attitude of love and fear (reverent worship), we begin to see our wisdom in light of God’s wisdom and we begin to value what God values.  In other words, we begin to understand God’s perspective, His view of the reality He has authored.  Hard on the heels of His call (see Isaiah 55:6-7 quoted above)  to the wicked to forsake his way (worldly wisdom and rejection of God) and to seek God’s pardon, we read the ultimate news flash:

For my thoughts are not your thoughts,

neither are your ways my ways, declares the LORD.

For as the heavens are higher than the earth,

so are my ways higher than your ways

and my thoughts than your thoughts. (Isaiah 55:8-9 ESV)

Thus, in the end it will not do to say, “I meant well, after all” or “His heart is in the right place.”  God is in control.  He has the big picture.  His thoughts are the thoughts that matter in this universe of His.  His ways are higher than our ways, and His means are higher (more noble and of greater effect) than our means.  This is the fear of Lord leading to wisdom—that we begin to appropriate God’s perspective and this leads to the acquisition of more and more wisdom.  God’s perspective gives us the understanding that there is a unified view of life and the assurance that through the fear of the Lord we can ask God to confide in us, to make us wise, to share His thoughts with us and to help us make wise use of information to serve God’s ends.

And, in the final analysis, Wisdom Trumps Information Every Time!

If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. (James 1:5-6 ESV)

Soli Deo Gloria!

 

Information Is Not Wisdom

2011 March 25
by David

By wisdom a house is built,
and through understanding it is established;
through knowledge its rooms are filled
with rare and beautiful treasures.

(Proverbs 24:3-4 NIV)

We live in an age of tweets, nods, pokes, instant messages, and all manner of texting.  When I visit my facebook page, I am amazed at the sheer amount of information that people post there.  Going through the checkout line at Wal-Mart or at a supermarket or convenience store is like running a gauntlet of gossip headlines.  Our senses are constantly being bombarded by visual and auditory noise, and that often clothed in the guise of information.

I confess that I am an information-aholic.  Given the opportunity, I can sit for hours watching cable news programs (and everything nowadays is a headline!), listening to the incessant reporting while trying to catch every tick of the tickertape at the bottom of the screen, constantly frustrated by commercial interruptions mid-tick.  I am an easy mark for information and I am in constant danger of having my worldview shaped and directed by the words of television news shows, internet news sites, or newspapers, instead of by the Word of God.  Furthermore, I suspect that I am not alone is this regard!

God’s Word tells us that our spiritual house is built by wisdom and information is not wisdom.  Our information streams are the chatskis that clutter our rooms, while knowledge fills our rooms with rare and beautiful treasures.  Information is cheap, but wisdom and knowledge can only be gained through the fear of the Lord.  Consider the following:

The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom; all those who practice it have a good understanding. His praise endures forever!  (Psalm 111:10 ESV)

The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge; fools despise wisdom and instruction.  (Proverbs 1:7 ESV)

The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight.  (Proverbs 9:10 ESV)

“The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and covered up. Then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field. (Matthew 13:44 ESV)

“Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine pearls, who, on finding one pearl of great value, went and sold all that he had and bought it. (Matthew 13:45-46 ESV)

Do not labor for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give to you. For on him God the Father has set his seal.” (John 6:27 ESV)

Jesus warns us against setting our hearts on the wrong goal and points us instead to Himself.  This “food that endures to eternal life” comes to us through the fear of the Lord leading to the acquisition of wisdom (understanding and knowledge).

Please don’t misunderstand me.  I am not saying that we need to shun all information, but that we learn to use information as a tool.  Information comes at us at such a relentless pace that we need a strategy for sifting and discerning.  By practicing the fear of the Lord we gain wisdom, leading to understanding and knowledge.  A wise person uses knowledge.  A foolish person is manipulated by information.

The snare is that we don’t have to work at gaining information—it just blows over us like a stiff breeze through an open window.  It requires little from us in the way of thinking and intellectual engagement with the content.  Receiving information—as opposed to acquiring knowledge—requires no real effort, just a passive acquiescence.

On the other hand, gaining wisdom, understanding, and knowledge takes a long-range commitment, a determined effort, and intellectual exertion—a.k.a. thinking.  The long-term result is that we develop the spiritual and intellectual discernment that enables us to use information as a tool to serve the purposes of God.  But thinking is hard work!  Thinking takes discipline—a discipline that has been undervalued in the church for generations.

In his book, Think: The Life of the Mind and the Love of God, John Piper makes the case for the importance of loving God with our minds: “If we abandon thinking, we abandon the Bible, and if we abandon the Bible we abandon God….The remedy for barren intellectualism is not anti-intellectualism, but humble, faithful, prayerful, Spirit-dependent, rigorous thinking” (p. 123).

This “Spirit-dependent, rigorous thinking” begins with the fear of the Lord which opens the door to knowledge and understanding (Psalm 111:10).  But what does it mean to fear the Lord and how is that the beginning of wisdom?  These questions will be considered in part two.

For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it. (Hebrews 12:11)

Soli Deo Gloria!

 

Do What You Know To Do

2010 December 22
by David

Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances;

for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.

(1 Thessalonians 5:16-18)

I don’t know about you, but I often seem to find myself in situations where I just don’t know what to do.  Case in point: every time I go to a bookstore I quickly succumb to sensory overload—there are too many good books, too many interesting topics, too many choices.  On more than one occasion I have been reduced to wandering aimlessly back and forth among the same stacks, pulling out the same books, trying to decide what to do.  Eventually I might find one or two interesting books only to find one or two others that also appeal to me.  I agonize over which one to buy, finally decide on one or two, stand in a checkout line for a while thinking about whether this is the right choice, only to put everything back and leave the store with nothing but my indecision!

However, if I am given a list and told to go buy the things on that list (and only those things) I am decisiveness personified.  I am shopping!  This happens regularly when I am sent on an errand to the grocery store.  With my shopping list in hand I am doing what I know to do!  I am like a hot knife cutting through butter as I stride purposefully down aisle after aisle, whipping around corners, confident in my ability to do what I know to do.

More often than not, when it comes to knowing God’s will most of us seem to be more like “bookstore” me than “grocery store” me—we just don’t know what to do.  We know that the prayer God always answers is the prayer that is in agreement with His will (1 John 5:14).  This is true—once we apprehend God’s will we can be confident that He will answer our prayers in the affirmative.  But the proving ground for our maturing prayer life is just here where we wrestle before God in our desire to know His mind and how we are to see our circumstances in order to pray according to His will.

This is not a treatise on prayer and I am not holding myself up as an authority on the will of God.  But I do know a few things, truths that I’ve learned in my sojourn with Christ that I trust will be encouraging to you, things that may give you strength for the journey.  The first thing I’ve learned is that there are no short cuts to knowing God’s will, no “three easy steps” for how to pray to get results.  God is involved in our lives for the long haul and we must reciprocate with a commitment to developing our character along biblical lines.  We learn to pray God’s will by doing what we know to do.  We learn to pray God’s will by finding explicit statements of God’s will in Scripture and praying those things.  We learn the vocabulary of prayer through having our minds and our hearts saturated with the Word of God—to the point of taking verses of the Bible and turning them into our own prayers to God.  And we learn to pray by praying and by asking God to teach us to pray.

Here is a crucial truth that we need to be reminded of regularly—God wants us to know His will. He is not playing a game of hide-and-seek with His children.  We must be on guard against the cultural stereotypes of God that continually assault us and that can wear us down and discourage us in our quest to know God’s will.  For example, I still remember Sunday school lessons from my childhood that left me with the strong impression of God as an arbitrary, cranky Judge. I have no memory from those years of hearing about God as a loving Father and a mighty Advocate!

I will state it once more—God wants us to know His will.  God reveals His will to those who have been born of the Holy Spirit, who have placed their faith in Jesus Christ as the only way to God, the only means of forgiveness and cleansing from sin.  The Bible says about us, …if God is for us, who can be against us? (Romans 8:31b).  God is for us. We are not alone in our praying.  We are told in Scripture that God Himself prays for us.  God the Holy Spirit is praying God’s will for us:

Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. And he who searches hearts knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God. (Romans 8:26-27)

God the Son, Jesus Christ, is also praying God’s will for us:

Consequently, he is able to save to the uttermost those who draw near to God through him, since he always lives to make intercession for them. (Hebrews 7:25)

Here are some things that we know.  We know that God always answers prayer that is in agreement with His will.  And we know that we are not left to our own devices, to stumble around, as it were, seeking ways and means to influence God to do what we ask of Him.  Furthermore, we know that God the Son and God the Holy Spirit are always praying God’s will to God the Father on behalf of those who love God and who are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28).  This knowledge should be a great source of comfort to us as we seek to know God’s will in prayer for each and every circumstance of our lives on this earth.  Understand, however, that if we would know God’s will we must first know God!  We cannot reap a harvest if we’ve never sown seeds into the field.  Knowing God and learning to hear His voice takes commitment and the hard work of devotion.

You may be reading this and thinking, “But what about the things I need answers to right now?  How do I pray God’s will now when I don’t have a clue what God’s will is in my situation?  In other words, there are many things I don’t know the answer to in my life.  What am I to do?”

You may not be able to do what you don’t know to do, but you need to do what you know to do.  When life situations threaten to overwhelm us with their seriousness, their insistent clamor for our attention, their relentless pressure upon us to the point of distraction, what can we do?  Our attention must be directed to doing what we know to do.  David found himself in just such a situation at a time when his fellow Israelites were in a panic and a dither.  He gives this account in Psalm 11:1-4.

In the LORD I take refuge;

how can you say to my soul,

“Flee like a bird to your mountain,

for behold, the wicked bend the bow;

they have fitted their arrow to the string

to shoot in the dark at the upright in heart;

if the foundations are destroyed,

what can the righteous do?”

The LORD is in his holy temple;

the LORD’s throne is in heaven…

Notice the quotation marks around the words of despair and hopelessness.  These are the words being hurled at David and to which David responds with righteous indignation.  David may or may not have known everything about the situation, but he did what he knew to do.  He proclaimed God’s faithfulness, His sovereign power, His ultimate control of their situation.  And as David did what he knew to do his faith was built up.  When I read this psalm my faith is built up as well.

I began by quoting Paul’s words to the church at Thessalonica which I will repeat here:

Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances;

for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.

(1 Thessalonians 5:16-18)

When you are hard pressed to know God’s will concerning special needs, don’t focus on what you don’t know, go back to what you do know and make sure you are doing what you know to be God’s will for you at all times and in all situations:  rejoice always; pray without ceasing; give thanks in all circumstances.  Be being sanctified—this is also God’s will for you (see 1 Thessalonians 4:3).  Doing good and thus silencing the ignorance of foolish people is God’s will for you (see 1 Peter 2:15).  Praying for God’s will to be done on earth as it is in heaven is God’s will for you (see Matthew 6:9-10).  These are things you know to do.  Do what you know to do!   This is the fertile ground of our prayer fellowship with God.

Doing what we know to do trains our hearts and mind in the things of God.  Regularly reading God’s Word, hiding God’s Word in our hearts (memorizing Scripture) so that we don’t sin against God, meditating on God’s Word (learning to think biblically)—these are disciplines that train us to know God’s will.  Some of the training is along the lines of the negative—we learn what not to do, what is not God’s will for us.  Slowly but surely we begin to build a knowledge base of things that are God’s will, things that are pleasing to God, things that we can ask for in prayer.  Slowly but surely we also begin to build a knowledge base of things that are not God’s will, which frees up our minds to focus on what we can know and what we can do.

Here is a short list of encouragements to help you do what you know to do:

  1. Prayer is the fruit of fellowship with God and requires us to listen more than we talk.  This fruit takes time and requires cultivation in order to ripen and mature.
  2. Don’t wait till you have full knowledge of a situation to pray—pray now!
  3. Trust God to show you what you need to know (not necessarily what you want to know) in order to pray effectively.
  4. Ask God to show you His will as you pray.
  5. Do what you know to do as you wait upon God to show you the next thing to do.
  6. Remind yourself as you seek God’s will that God is for you!
  7. Pray!  Pray!  Pray!

Soli Deo Gloria!

Bookends 2010

2010 December 16
by David

“You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. (Matthew 22:37)

I always appreciate hearing from friends about the books that they have been reading.  That being true for me, I assume it is true for you as well.  So in the interest of partial disclosure, I am posting this short blurb to mention a few of the books that I’ve read this year.  The Bookends are the two books with which I began the year way back in January and the two books that I am currently reading as the year 2010 draws to a close.   (FYI: These are four books that I would heartily recommend for anyone’s personal library.)

The cold and snowy month of January 2010 was for me a time to curl up with several good books (“curl up” being merely a figure of speech, as I don’t curl as well as I used to!) and many steaming cups of hot chocolate.  The January bookend held two books in particular that I can’t wait to read again:

Faithful God: An Exposition of the Book of Ruth by Sinclair Ferguson, Bryntirion Press, 2009.  ISBN: 978-1-85049-216-0

Sample Passage:

The book of Ruth shows us in miniature form, but in considerable detail, how wise God’s sovereign purposes really are.

We are not able to detect with perfect clarity the hand of God in the circumstances of our lives, far less see where he is heading with them.  But when we find his autograph in the narratives of biblical history, we begin to recognize the same or similar patterns and principles emerging in our own lives too—and so we learn to see his handwriting in our own experience. (p. 14)

Joseph: The Hidden Hand of God by Liam Goligher, Christian Focus Publications, 2008.  ISBN: 978-1-84550-368-0

Sample Passage:

Genesis has been painting a portrait of God’s character.  He is the true hero of the story.  Presented as the creator, preserver, and saviour of His people, He is active in creation, providence, and redemption.  This whole section at the end of Genesis is teaching us that history is in His hands; both the large-scale histories of peoples and nations, and the small-scale histories of individuals.  This God has a plan and He is working to a script.  We need to keep this in mind as we continue through this drama.  For, as I pointed out in an earlier chapter, it is precisely in this area that the God of the Bible is being attacked by some from within the evangelical community today.  Advocates of ‘Open Theism’  want to say that God doesn’t know the future in any meaningful sense.  Certainly they don’t like the idea that He has planned it….In Joseph’s own words to his brothers, which form Moses’ own explanation of events, ‘you meant it for evil, God meant it for good.’…The free decisions of these men served His purposes after all. (p. 76)

Concurrent with the season of Advent, December’s bookend includes two books I am currently working through:

The Hidden Life of Prayer: The lifeblood of the Christian by David McIntyre, Christian Focus Publications, 2010 (first published in 1891).  ISBN: 978-1-84550-586-8

Sample Passage:

But St. Luke tells us that it was his habit to withdraw himself into the wilderness and pray (Luke 5:16).

Our Authorized Version does not at all give us the force of the original in this verse.  Dean Vaughan comments on it thus: ‘It was not one withdrawal, nor the wilderness, nor one prayer—all is plural in the original—the withdrawals were repeated; the wildernesses were more than one, the prayers were habitual.’  Crowds were thronging and pressing him; great multitudes came together to hear and to be healed of their infirmities; and he had not leisure so much as to eat.  But he found time to pray.

…Nor are we to imagine that his prayers were merely peaceful meditations, or rapturous acts of communions.  They were strenuous and warlike, from that hour in the wilderness when angels came to minister to the prostrate Man of Sorrows, on to that awful ‘agony’ in which his sweat was, as it were, great drops of blood.  His prayers were sacrifices, offered up with ‘strong crying and tears’. (pp. 41-42)

Completing the December bookend is a brand new addition to my library:

Think: The Life of the Mind and the Love of God by John Piper, Crossway, 2010.  ISBN: 978-1-4335-2071-6

Sample Passage:

Thinking is indispensable on the path to passion for God.  Thinking is not an end in itself.  Nothing but God himself is finally an end in itself.  Thinking is not the goal of life.  Thinking, like non-thinking, can be the ground for boasting.  Thinking, without prayer, without the Holy Spirit, without obedience, without love, will puff up and destroy (1 Cor. 8:1).  But thinking under the mighty hand of God, thinking soaked in prayer, thinking carried by the Holy Spirit, thinking tethered to the Bible, thinking in pursuit of more reasons to praise and proclaim the glories of God, thinking in the service of love—such thinking is indispensable in a life of fullest praise to God.

…Too often, the church has been ambivalent about “the life of the mind.”  America, in particular, has a long history of evangelical suspicion of education and intellectual labor.” (pp. 27-28)

These are my 2010 Bookends.  In addition to several works of fiction that I’ve read throughout the year, I once more picked up (after a lengthy hiatus) Timothy Keller’s The Reason for God.  I also have been reading through the “Men of Faith” series (a.k.a. biography-lite) from our church library (currently reading a Jonathan Edwards bio).  And, I have begun to reread Oswald Chambers: His Life and Works, which I first read in 1985.

(There is still time to order any or all of these books—they make great stocking-stuffers!)

Soli Deo Gloria!

Giddyup…Cart?

2010 December 4
by David

Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.

(Romans 12:2)

Having read many western novels over the years, I now consider myself something of an authority on the western genre.  I know, for example, that in westerns when a horse is to pull a wagon or cart, the driver often says, “Giddyup, horse” or “Giddyup, boy” or just “Giddyup” when he wants the horse to start moving.  But one thing I have never—and I mean never—read in a novel or heard in a western movie is a cowboy saying “Giddyup cart”.  That is because the horse always pulls the cart and to say, “Giddyup cart” would be putting the cart before the horse!

Perhaps you now have a mental picture of a cart hitched to a horse, with the cart in front.  It’s not very efficient and it is not something that any sane person would do.  Yet how often are we guilty of the equivalent foolishness in our spiritual life?  Maybe we try to discern what is the will of God, without first making the commitment to being transformed by the renewal of our minds (Romans 12:2).  We continue to conform to this world (“to the pattern of this world” NIV) and wonder why we cannot consistently discern the will of God.  We get nowhere fast, because we have the cart before the horse.  For some of us this is a fixed pattern of behavior which leaves us scratching our heads and wondering what went wrong, why we are no closer to knowing God’s will now than we were five or ten or twenty years ago?  And with this cart-before-the-horse spiritual pattern one can easily predict the same results five or ten or twenty years down the road.  This is a tragic illustration of the classic definition of insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results!

I have had occasion recently to meditate on the importance of our words—speaking words that conform to the truth of Scripture versus speaking words that reflect our perspectives, our upbringing, our many words that proceed from selfish ambition or impure motives.  Our words are important!  I am not referring here to the formulas that would ensnare us once again by a kind of bondage that Christ has released us from (see Galatians 5:1).  This is merely another form of works-righteousness.

The point I am making is that we need to consider how to please God with our words, bringing our habits and patterns of speaking into line with Jesus’ teaching about the importance of what we say and the words we speak.

The good person out of the good treasure of his heart produces good, and the evil person out of his evil treasure produces evil, for out of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaks. (Luke 6:45)

Most Christians would agree that the words we speak are important and that we should be more attentive to the kinds of things we say.  But it’s not enough to resolve to speak correctly.  I have made and broken this commitment so many times over the years that resolving once more to speak the “right kind” of words makes my neck and shoulders begin to chafe in anticipation of a new ill-fitting yoke being prepared for me!  I get a lingering sense of unease when I hear people say that our words in some shape or form create our reality, or that we are what we speak.  I seem to hear distant echoes of “Giddyup cart!”.

Attempting to change our speech patterns never seems to work for long.  This is because trying to revolutionize our speech without first having a change of heart is putting the cart before the horse.  It is one more version of works-righteousness, trying to gain God’s approval by what we do rather than trusting to Christ’s righteousness and to the power of the Holy Spirit to sanctify us, to change us from within so that the treasures of our hearts are good treasures and the words that are products of our hearts are good words, appropriate words, fitting words.  It is not enough to conform outwardly to an arbitrary standard of what we can or cannot say.  Romans 12:2 informs us that we are desperately in need of a transformation, a renewal of mind so that by testing we “may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.”

What we truly believe in our heart of hearts always comes out of our mouths at the most inconvenient times!  So any attempt to change our speech patterns without a change of heart is about as effective as putting the cart before the horse—it just won’t work.  But there is Good News in this arena, as in every realm of our existence!  God is committed to our sanctification and God knows how to hitch up the horse and cart properly, so that we will arrive at His desired goal for us.

If we cry out to God for His power to transform our hearts and renew our minds, then we will see lasting fruit produced by our speech disciplines.  When our hearts are right with God and our wills are submitted to His will, then we will be working with God instead of working for ourselves.  When we do God’s things God’s way, being directed by His Spirit, we will have the horse before the cart.  And when we say “Giddyup” we’re going to get somewhere fast and we will have a more peaceful journey!

A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in a setting of silver.

(Proverbs 25:11)

Soli Deo Gloria!

Your King Has Come!

2010 November 23
by David

Now after Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of Herod the king, behold, wise men from the east came to Jerusalem, saying, “Where is he who has been born king of the Jews? For we saw his star when it rose and have come to worship him.”

(Matthew 2:1-2)

Who doesn’t love a good story?  Although our tastes in stories may vary, I have yet to meet someone who doesn’t like the Christmas story…well, the Madison Avenue version anyway.  I suspect that one reason for the universal appeal is that no one really feels threatened by a heartwarming tale.  There is no conviction of sin implied by singing songs about a helpless baby, no admission of guilt evoked by watching The Night The Animals Talked. As long as Santa and Rudolph aren’t overshadowed, Christmas will continue to be a good season for retailers and people will continue to have a variety of  stories to choose from.

There are many good stories that people have told over the years relating to Christmas and the Christmas season.  Yet they all fall far short when compared to the drama, the anticipation, the joy, and the power found in God’s story.  No other story could ever be as compelling.

The reason the Son of God appeared was to destroy the works of the devil. (1 John 3:8)

This is a central truth of the Christmas story.  Now it gets personal.  In order to believe the Christmas story, we must also believe in a personal God who sent His own Son, His only Son into the world to save the world.  This is known as the Incarnation—God took on human form and did what no other human being ever has or could do—He lived a sinless life.

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. (John 3:16-18)

This, too, is part of the Christmas story, the heart of God’s overarching story.  God sent His Son into the world on a divine rescue mission—to save us from our sins, to mend a broken world.  But we are accustomed to having the whole story now and this broken world will not be completely repaired until the time appointed by God (it is His story after all).  We want life to be a “choose your own ending” story with every ending being characterized by love.  But our choices in this life have consequences and the choice for a truly happy ending means choosing to receive God’s story in its fullness on God’s terms.  Our smaller stories within God’s larger story must align with God’s goals if we want to have a happy ending characterized by love.

But here we come to a roadblock, a hitch in the story.  We often understand love as an emotion; to God it is an integral part of His character and a motivating factor in His story.  And please be clear on this: God’s story is the greatest love story ever told.  The problem we often encounter when we read God’s story is that how we define love is not how God defines love. Here we find the power of God’s story as seen in the Christmas story:

In this the love of God was made manifest among us, that God sent his only Son into the world, so that we might live through him. In this is love, not that we have loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins. (1 John 4:9-10)

What this means is that our sins have separated us from a holy God.  In the Christmas story, we have God the Son willingly becoming one of us, becoming the sin-bearer for us  who could never answer to the legitimate charges lodged against us as cosmic lawbreakers.  God’s justice demands an accounting for our sin.  God’s mercy has provided a substitute.  God’s Love bore our penalty.  This is what is meant by the expression “…and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins.”  By taking upon Himself the full penalty for our sins, Jesus Christ turned aside God’s wrath for those who place their trust in Him, who choose to enter fully into God’s story.  This is the Good News found only in God’s story: The Christ-child, the sweet babe in the manger grew up to be the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world!  (John 1:29)

As soon as we begin to investigate God’s story an uncomfortable fact confronts us: God’s story is about every person ever created—God’s story is my story; God’s story is your story.  But it is first, last, and always supremely God’s story.  We can believe God’s story or we can reject God’s story…but our response to God’s story has no bearing on its truth claims.  God’s story is the universal story of mankind.  If you are still reading this then you are either agreeing with me or arguing with me; but the point is that God’s story forces us to take a stance, to have an opinion.

Refusing to believe God’s story and to receive it on God’s terms does not make it impersonal or not-personal-to-me or not my story.  We may receive or reject the full revelation of God’s story as summarized in the Christmas story, but opting out of God’s story is not an option for any of us.

For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, who is Christ the Lord.

(Luke 2:11)

Soli Deo Gloria!

Testifying—It Does A Body Good!

2010 November 19
by David

Then I said, “I will appeal to this, to the years of the right hand of the Most High.” (Psalm 77:10)

Where do you go when there is no where to go?  Where do you turn when you are boxed in?  What do you do when your contingency plans disintegrate before your eyes?

One of the many great treasures of the Scriptures is that they show God’s people with all their foibles and failures.  They are, in fact, just like us with the same imperfections, the same sin nature, the same hopes and fears and triumphs…the same God.  And this God—our God—has a wonderful history of involvement with His people.

I am reminded of a time in Israel’s history when one of God’s servants was deeply troubled.  His name was Asaph, a man who trusted God implicitly, a man who has taught me great lessons about how to express myself to God in the midst of joy and sorrow.  In Psalm 77, we read about a time when Asaph was suffering extreme emotional anguish, whether about something in his life or relating to God’s people is unclear.  What is clear, however, is that Asaph was experiencing physical and emotional pain because of his situation.

In the midst of his suffering, Asaph asked five penetrating questions, the kinds of questions we tend to ask God when we don’t see any tangible evidence that our prayers are getting through to Him.  Asaph asked these questions in Psalm 77:7-9:

1)      “Will the Lord spurn forever, and never again be favorable?”

2)      “Has his steadfast love forever ceased?”

3)      “Are his promises at an end for all time?”

4)      “Has God forgotten to be gracious?”

5)      “Has he in anger shut up his compassion?”

We can relate to these questions because they are common to our experiences with God in prayer.  Throughout our days on earth we encounter one situation after another that drive us to our knees, that empty us of strength and resolve, that trouble our souls.  Yet, when we cry out to God for help, it often seems as if we have been left to handle this one on our own.

If the psalmist had stopped there we would be caught up with him in a downward spiral.  But by God’s grace Asaph was able to find a handhold that allowed him to interrupt his emotional freefall.  He realized that the answer to all his questions were to be inextricably tied to who God is and what He has done.  Asaph’s future with God was assured by God’s acts in history.

“Then I said, ‘I will appeal to this, to the years of the right hand of the Most High.’I will remember the deeds of the LORD;  yes, I will remember your wonders of old. I will ponder all your work, and meditate on your mighty deeds.” (Psalm 77:10-12)

But what does it mean to appeal to the years of the right hand of the Most High?  Asaph knew instinctively that his only hope was in the God who had demonstrated His faithfulness throughout history.  So to appeal to the years of the right hand of the Most High was to recount (testify of) God’s power and rule (His right hand) over the people and events of history.  God has been with countless people in desperate situations and He has delivered them; maybe not in the way they expected and maybe not immediately, but always ultimately!

As we read through the rest of Psalm 77, we find Asaph testifying about God’s faithfulness.  We see the record of God’s mighty deeds piling up while Asaph’s faith is building up.  Testifying of God’s faithfulness did not change Asaph’s situation, but it did change his perception of his situation and it brought emotional and physical relief, while teaching him a valuable lesson.

In the next-to-last verse in Psalm 77 (verse 19) Asaph states, “Your way was through the sea, your path through the great waters; yet your footprints were unseen.”  God had led His people out of Egypt and rescued them from Pharaoh’s army when He parted the Red Sea.  He went before them, yet he left no footprints.

Asaph came to the realization that God was leading him in the midst of his circumstances, whether or not he could see evidence of God’s presence and activity.  And God gave Asaph a spiritual weapon: the power of testifying.

Testifying is not some gimmick we can pull out of our bag-of-tricks in order to manipulate God into giving us what we want.  It is, rather, a discipline that allows us to speak truth into our minds and hearts when we are confused by trials and painful sufferings.  When we find ourselves in difficult circumstances, often the way ahead with God is to look back at our history with God, at God’s history with His people, to meditate on the experiences of God’s faithful servants throughout history, such as Asaph.  Testifying won’t necessarily change your circumstances, but it will change your perspective to bring your outlook into line with God.

“Then I said, ‘I will appeal to this, to the years of the right hand of the Most High.’  I will remember the deeds of the LORD;   yes, I will remember your wonders of old.  I will ponder all your work, and meditate on your mighty deeds.” (Psalm 77:10-12)

Testifying—It Does A Body Good!

Soli Deo Gloria!

An Open Letter to a Friend

2010 October 10
by David

The following Open Letter was written in reply to an e-mail from a Christian friend who wanted to know how my wife (Lynn) and I experienced God in the midst of our 2-year-old granddaughter’s brain cancer diagnosis, her surgery, and subsequent 7 months of chemotherapy.  In other words, how did we see the goodness of God, the faithfulness of God, the compassion of God, etc. during this crisis.  I am making this available as an open letter because I believe that many people have the same kinds of questions and it is my prayer that my response will be of help to you or to someone you know who is struggling to reconcile a current situation with the Bible’s portrayal of the character of God.

Let me make this disclaimer at the outset: I do not have all the answers and I certainly am not posting this letter as a self-proclaimed expert on suffering and God’s faithfulness.  There are many, many believers (some of whom are my friends) who have experienced pain, suffering, and grief on a far deeper level than have I.  This letter is being offered by a fellow servant whom God has blessed with His abundant grace in a time of need, of which I am sharing a few thoughts from my family’s recent experience with a catastrophic illness.

May God be glorified!

“What would you say is good about God in relation to Erin having cancer?   What would you say God has done that is good  in relation to Erin having cancer?”

“Also what would you say you have experienced about God the most?   Do you think that you have had faith in these realities [who God is and what He is like] by believing them by choice without physical evidence and then God revealed himself, or have you experienced Him enough [prior to this time] to believe [the reality of who God is and what He is like] at the outset?”

“Do you think that you had hard emotions of fear and not understanding and that you pressed into God and then He gave you peace and grace in the process?”

“What things do you think you did that helped you?   Were you in the word more? Did you pray more?  Did you specifically look for God’s working in the midst of the unpleasant parts? “

Dear Sister,

Before going right to your questions, I want to quote Jesus’ response to the rich young man, because it is an important insight into the goodness of God from this passage of Scripture.  “And as he was setting out on his journey, a man ran up and knelt before him and asked him, ‘Good Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?’  And Jesus said to him, ‘Why do you call me good?  No one is good except God alone’” (Mark 10:17-18).

Notice that Jesus did not say He wasn’t good, but that God alone is good.  The young man was calling Jesus good because he had heard of Jesus’ reputation as a miracle worker and as one who taught with authority; He performed signs and wonders.  Jesus was not denying His inherent goodness; He couldn’t because He is God.

What Jesus was saying to the young man, in effect, was that not only was He good, but He was good because He is God.  “No one is good except God alone.”  We have been saturated for so long by the pervasive attitude that seems always to ask, “What have you done for me lately, God?”  that when things go terribly wrong and the wheels come off our wagon, our first thought is to ask why God has allowed this to happen.  But Jesus is very clear that God is good.

Another important passage is pertinent here: “And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose” (Romans 8:28).  God works all things together for good.  Paul is not saying that we see the good of all things, but that God works all things together for good.  Here is where faith must hold fast to the truth of God’s Word, rather than drawing conclusions based upon our feelings or how the situation appears to us.

The problem is that when we experience bad things, we don’t know how to reconcile our experience with God’s character.

When the Israelites encountered hardships in the desert under Moses, they reverted to type: they blamed Moses, Aaron, and God for bringing them out to the desert to die.  They began to idealize their misery and squalor in Egypt and wanted nothing more than to return to “the good old days.”  As the Israelites were about to enter the promised land under their new leader, God told Joshua, “Be strong and courageous.  Do not fear or be in dread…” (Deuteronomy 31:6).  He said this because He knew Joshua would be confronted by things that would inspire weakness, discouragement, fear and dread (including the mercurial personalities he was chosen to lead!).  God was giving Joshua fair warning, time to prepare for hard choices with which he would soon be confronted.  And God expected Joshua both to struggle with those emotions and to overcome them, to see past them to God’s view of things, to walk by faith and not by sight.

Now on to your e-mail questions.

Q.  What would you say is good about God in relation to Erin having cancer?

A.  You can’t qualify the goodness of God (e.g., God is good in this situation because…) because, as Jesus has demonstrated (see Mark 10 comments above), God is good separate and apart from anything He does.  Having said that, what I will do is give you this reply: What I would say is good about God in relation to Erin having cancer is that God continues to be Himself, that is, God continues to be good because He is unchanging.  He has proved Himself time and again to be a caring and compassionate Father:

“…the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.  For as we share abundantly in Christ’s sufferings, so through Christ we share abundantly in comfort too” (2 Corinthians 1:3b-5).

The truth of God’s Word is practical and is applicable to our lives now.  What I’ve been experiencing more and more is the reality of these precious truths of Scripture.  They are not just nice things to memorize and say to people.  God is the God of all comfort.  He does comfort us in our afflictions.  This is God doing good.  Why?  Because God is good.  He is not good because He does good; He does good because He is good.

Q.  Here is my rephrasing of your question to what I think you are asking: What is there to thank God for in relation to Erin’s cancer?

A.  Lynn and I are still seeking the Lord about this very question; although we have received abundant answers all along the way, we continue to wait upon Him to give us additional insights.

Let me give you some examples of the kinds of things we were able to thank God for in the midst of Erin’s cancer diagnosis and treatment:

  • Erin was deathly ill and now she isn’t!
  • Nathan and Nikki both have a vibrant faith in Jesus Christ.
  • God’s grace was evident in the way N&N went through the early days of diagnosis, prognosis, preparation for surgery, and in the days that have followed.
  • Several of Erin’s nurses are Christians.
  • All three of Nathan’s siblings (all strong Christians) were able to spend the day of Erin’s surgery with Nathan; while Nikki was able to be with a Christian friend living nearby (she was not allowed to stay with Erin because Lily was so young).
  • The doctor was able to diagnose Erin’s cancer quickly and accurately.
  • If she had been even 3-6 months younger, her prognosis for survival would have been much worse.
  • Erin’s tumor was encapsulated, was NOT attached to the brain stem, and the surgeon was able to remove it entirely.
  • The type of cancer Erin had was the “best of the worst”.
  • If Erin had this cancer 20 years ago (i.e., at that stage of cancer research), it would have been fatal.
  • God allowed Lynn and me to be living in close proximity to Nathan and Nikki (they had moved back to NH from Iowa just 6 months before); thus, we were able to be used in whatever way was needed.  We were able to take responsibility for Jenna and Kirsten so that Nathan and Nikki could be full-time at the hospital.
  • God provided a fantastic hospital, an outstanding neurosurgeon, oncologist, and hospital personnel.
  • N&N’s youngest daughter, Lily, had just been given a clean bill of health (maybe four weeks prior) for a kidney problem which had been detected during pregnancy.
  • Within days before beginning a heavy schedule of chemotherapy and radiation, the oncologist learned of a fairly recent study out of Germany on a group of 17 children who all had infant medulla-blastoma (Erin’s type of cancer).  As a result, the oncologist dropped the radiation altogether and the chemotherapy doses that Erin received were greatly reduced.
  • There were immediate and consistent opportunities to confess the goodness of God to other parents and family members of children with cancer at CHaD (Children’s Hospital at Dartmouth).
  • God has used Erin’s cancer to revitalize the prayer life of countless believers and even entire fellowships (many we know about but there are doubtless many more of which we are not even aware).
  • God has given us incredible opportunities to witness to non-Christian members of our family.

I know that if I thought for a few minutes I could come up with several more!  And, I must hasten to add that throughout this year our family has been covered by the grace of God in ways that have often seemed tangible.  By the way, within a four-month period beginning last Fall, four members of my family—my oldest brother, a niece, my brother-in-law, and Erin—were diagnosed with cancer and one of them (my niece) died this past summer.  And I have seen the goodness of God in every case.  My niece is a one example.  She had ovarian cancer and it was treated, apparently successfully.  Then around the time Erin was diagnosed, my niece’s cancer returned with a vengeance.  So, is God less good because she thought she was healed and then she died?  No!  Is God more good because a 2-year-old girl (who happens to be my granddaughter) had brain cancer and is now cancer-free?  No!  God is good regardless, because He cannot be anything other than good.  There are no degrees of goodness with God; He can’t be more good because He is absolute goodness.

I know that God is good because He has revealed Himself to me through His Word and through years of walking with Him.  I know that God does good because He has revealed that to me through His Word and through years of walking with Him.  I also know that God does not always seem to be good and does not always seem to do good; but I choose to acknowledge and to believe the truth of His revelation of Himself at times when circumstances and my emotions scream at me to believe lies about God.

But here is one of the great paradoxes found in Scripture, the unfathomable mystery of God’s wisdom in which God is sovereign and we are accountable.  God saves me, but I still have to choose to place my trust in Jesus Christ.  God will never let me go, but I still have to make a conscious choice to serve Him daily.  God tells me in His Word that He is good, but I still have to choose to believe He is good when my circumstances tempt me to deny His goodness.

Q.  Also what would you say you have experienced about God the most?

A.  His steadfast love (which is the love God expresses toward those in covenant with Him), His goodness, and His inestimable kindness.

Q.  Do you think that you have had faith in these realities by believing them by choice without physical evidence and then God revealed himself or have you experienced Him enough to believe it at the outset?

A.  Yes!  “Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen” (Hebrews 11:1).  You are exactly right when you mention believing by choice.  And you are also right in your suggestion that we come to a point in our experience of God and with God that we believe in the realities at the outset, based on the testimony of our experience.  I have found over the years that we must be intentional about believing God, but trusting God must be more than mere assent to doctrinal truths; trusting God has a strong relational component.

In other words, we have to be aware that choices confront us daily and we must constantly choose either to walk by faith or to walk by sight, but also we make those choices in the presence of the One who loves us (relationship) and has promised to lead us into all truth.

I have faith in these realities because I have intentionally chosen to believe them without the physical evidence.  But I also have faith in these realities because of my experience of God and His character.  This is what Asaph was referring to when he said,

“Then I said, ‘I will appeal to this, to the years of the right hand of the Most High’” (Psalm 73:10ff).  Asaph has taught me a valuable discipline: to rehearse God’s faithful acts in the historical record of Scripture, in my personal history, in the histories of faithful saints who have trod this path before me.  This is an invaluable discipline for learning to rest in the Lord.

On the other side of the coin is my experience of God over the years, in the easier times and the more difficult times.  In all my experience of God, of walking with God, of learning to hear His voice, I have learned to believe in Him and to trust Him.  Yet, each new situation, each set of circumstances, is unique and requires that I bring my years of experiencing God to bear for the current need.

As I am writing this paragraph—a later addition to my reply to you—Lynn and I have just received word of a tragic development in the life of a Christian couple from our old home town of Blacksburg, Virginia.  The couple was house sitting for friends and yesterday the husband went back to their home to move his lawn, but didn’t return for dinner.  Eventually, the wife showed up at their house looking for him just in time to go to the hospital with him in an ambulance.  He later died at the hospital, the cause of death was a heart attack.  I don’t understand this kind of sudden loss.

On the one hand, this man’s death seems senseless to me.  I don’t have a default setting for a response to this kind of news.  But on the other hand, I know God; I know He will give me the proper response.  I know that yesterday afternoon he (the husband) was walking by faith and now he is walking by sight, that yesterday afternoon he saw “in a mirror dimly” but now “face to face” and yesterday afternoon he knew “in part” but now he knows “fully, even as [he] is fully known” (adapted from 1 Corinthians 13:12).  I know that “while we are still in this tent, we groan, being burdened—not that we would be unclothed, but that what is mortal may be swallowed up by life” (2 Corinthians 5:4).  I know this is what just happened to this brother!  And I know that his widow will grieve, but not as those who have no hope ( 1 Thessalonians 1:13-18).  I know these things because of my experience of God, that I can believe at the outset that God is good in this situation and will do good in (i.e., bring good out of) this situation.

If I were there trying to comfort a grieving widow, I would have to pray, asking the Lord for wisdom and clarity and then wait upon Him for the answers to those prayers.  I could not just throw Scripture verses at her or tell her that she needs to choose to grieve as those who have hope, or tell her that she needs to confess that God is good!  I do know that God would use the comfort I have received to extend comfort (2 Corinthians 1:3-5.)  This I believe because I choose to believe, but even more I believe because I have encountered God in tragedy and my experiences hold me on course to believe God at the outset.  I will await the outcome of this recent tragedy.

What I am trying to get across is that there are no formulas, just praying along with Paul that God will give me “a spirit of wisdom and of revelation in the knowledge of him” (Ephesians 1:18).  There is a wisdom-paved path through life’s triumphs, trials, and temptations that uses the twin guard rails of choosing to believe in God’s goodness at the outset because of a wealth of experience on one side and consciously choosing to believe God’s Word without physical evidence on the other side.  Without such wisdom, we are constantly scraping along on one guardrail or the other, or bouncing back and forth.  Either way, the incessant jarring will rob us of peace and rest.

Let me give you an example of God’s faithful acts in redemptive history from Daniel 3.  The context is Nebuchadnezzar demanding that Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego fall down and worship his gods and the golden image he had made.  You know the story, but it’s the punch line of their confession that is thrilling, because they are choosing to believe by faith without physical evidence, while demonstrating their belief at the outset, because they have experience with God.  You cannot make the kind of statements they made simply by reading about God in a book; their words reveal a relationship with a Person and a belief in eternal verities.

“But if you do not worship, you shall immediately be cast into a burning furnace.  And who is the god who will deliver you out of my hands?”

“Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego answered and said to the king, “O Nebuchadnezzar, we have no need to answer you in this matter.  If this be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of your hand, O king.  But if not, be it known to you, O king, that we will not serve your gods or worship the golden image that you have set up” (Daniel 3:15b-18).

Yes, God is good and is able to rescue us; nevertheless His ultimate good purposes may require something to befall us that appears to everyone (and perhaps even to us) to be less than good.  Our God will deliver.  And for these saints, it meant that God did, in fact, work a great deliverance to rescue them physically and to bring glory to His name.  What a great confession of the goodness of God.

By the way, I want to comment on two excellent points from your e-mail:

1.  “In the natural it [Erin’s cancer] does not appear to be good and as Christians we walk a different path from the natural.  I find it is a discipline to live in God’s perspective.  I am learning more and more as I choose His ways.”

When Jesus spoke clearly about the requirements of true discipleship, “many of his disciples turned back and no longer walked with him” (John 6:66).  Jesus then asked the twelve if they would leave Him as well.  Simon Peter responded in the way that all true disciples must respond.  He said, “Lord, to whom shall we go?  You have the words of eternal life, and we have believed and have come to know that you are the Holy One of God” (John 6:68-69).

Here again, we see faith and choice (volition) in tandem.  Peter said “we have believed” and we “have come to know”.  This is Peter stating what you were asking about believing realities about God by choice without physical evidence versus belief because of my experience with God.  Is it by faith or experience?  Yes!  Faith and experience working together to strengthen our confession, to sustain us through life in this fallen world.  Is life hard?  Yes.  Is life painful at times?  Yes.  But it was worse when we were dead men walking!

While living in any army camp in Egypt during World War I, Oswald Chambers said the following in one of his many addresses to soldiers:  “Because God overrules a thing and brings good out of it does not mean that in itself that thing is a good thing”  (The Place of Help, “Acquaintance With Grief” p 196).

Learning God’s perspective is most definitely a discipline, perhaps the most challenging discipline we will ever undertake.  And it is a choice.  Every time we are confronted with a prayer need or have to deal with relationship issues or when we are confronted by events or news of situations which appear positive to us or just in the day-to-day events that make up our ordinary lives, we still must learn to ask God for His perspective.  What this amounts to is growing as disciples by getting to know our Lord and Master, how He thinks, how He sees the world He created, how He views events that affect our lives.  Learning God’s perspective means that we are getting to know a Person, having a relationship with our God.

Lynn and I are continually asking God questions like, Where is God in this situation?  What does this mean?  What must I do?  Who does God want to be for me in this situation?  How does God want to be glorified in this situation?  In Erin’s cancer for instance?

We have to be intentional—our praises and confessions of faith must have an object, and that object is God.  We don’t have faith in, for example, doctors and hospitals and medical science.  But we do have faith in the God who reveals Himself, to use doctors and hospitals and medical science, or to heal completely without resorting to any of those things if He so chooses to do that.  The choice of how is God’s not ours.  And it is always to further His purposes and for His glory.

2.  “I think that I am learning that my believing has to be on faith and then God is able to change me and my heart as I walk in faith.  I am learning to choose to be courageous, to not rely on my fears and emotions, to not dwell in the emotion but on His word.”

This is an example of a biblical truth.  Throughout Scripture God tells people to be strong and courageous.  We are not to deny our emotions (it is God who gave them to us for our good), but we must learn to master and to make proper use of our emotions.  In all of life’s circumstances there are proper emotional responses; learning God’s perspective includes asking Him how to express our emotions in any and every situation.

As we learn God’s perspective on our emotions, we begin to walk in a new freedom of expression, emotionally speaking.  In fact, the life of faith is vibrant with emotion!  But if we do not make a conscious decision (choice) to master our emotions, then our emotions will master us.  This is what Peter Lord refers to as runaway emotions.

“Runaway emotions are our uncontrollable feelings about situations and people.  They distract us from prayer.  Anger, worry, and fear are runaway emotions, as are bitterness, hate, lust, doubt, and unbelief”  (Peter Lord, Hearing God, Baker Books, 1988, p 76).

Runaway emotions (uncontrollable anger, bitterness, rage, etc.) is the default setting for the unregenerate personality: rule by emotion.  It should not characterize the regenerate personality.  Rather, we are to learn godly uses for our emotions.  For example, we are to weep with those who weep, to laugh with those who laugh, to rejoice with those who have been blessed by God.

(I am not including here as runaway emotions the response of many believers to the loss of loved ones or to a long-term, devastating illness or injury.  The depths of grief are only plumbed by those who go through the grieving process and come out the other side with a knowledge of God that can only be attained at great cost.  For example, I know of one brother who several years ago went through a period of extreme service, during which he became mentally, emotionally, and physically exhausted.  For weeks and weeks, he could not speak, could not read his Bible, could not even pray.  God, in His grace and tender mercy, used young men who had come to faith and been mentored by this brother.  These men set up a schedule for caring for this dear saint.  They took turns sitting with him and reading the Scriptures to him and praying for him.  Eventually, God touched this man and restored him to ministry.)

Q.  Do you think that you had hard emotions of fear and not understanding and you pressed into Him and then He gave you peace and grace in the process?

A. Yes, when I chose to draw near to God in prayer, I most assuredly received grace and peace in the process.  I do not remember specifically having fear and I do know that I never questioned God, never asked Him, “Why?”  What I do remember is the feeling of having received a physical blow, as if all the oxygen had been sucked out of the room and feeling rather claustrophobic, feeling like I couldn’t get my breath.  I knew that Lynn and I needed to pray together and I knew that I had to get to God’s Word.  I knew that the only valid option for me was to go into hiding—into the shelter of the Lord.

“The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, my God, my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold” (Psalm 18:2).

It was almost instinctual that I made haste to cling to the Psalms, to read them, to borrow vocabulary to praise God at that moment, to confess God’s goodness.  This is where the value of memorizing Scripture, hiding God’s Word in your heart, meditating on God’s Word and practicing the discipline of waiting on God in prayer take over in a crisis.  When your mind is in turmoil and your emotions are rising up in an attempt to overrule faith and trust in God, you are in no position to begin learning disciplines.  When others need to draw strength and hope and encouragement from you that is not the time to draw from an empty well.  And at those times—I can testify from experience—God’s grace is sufficient.

Did I have questions?  Certainly!  Did I have doubts?  I honestly do not think so in this case.  In the early days, we didn’t know if Erin would even survive surgery.  Then the early reports of prognosis were very bleak.  My understanding at that time only extended to an understanding of where I had to flee for refuge!  I can remember sitting at Erin’s bedside a day or so before her surgery, watching her while she slept and praying for God to watch over her, to watch over Nathan and Nikki and the other three girls.

What I found myself doing almost instinctively at that point was talking to God, sitting in His presence and listening for His voice, confessing God’s goodness to myself and to Him.  I did not know if Erin would be healed physically in this life, but I knew of a certainty to confess for Erin that “The eternal God is our dwelling place, and underneath are the everlasting arms” (Deuteronomy 33:27).

Q.  What ways do you think you did that helped you?  Were you in the word more?  Did you pray more?

A.  I tried to spend as much time as possible in the Scriptures, but those early days (at least the first 10 days) were a flurry of activity, moving temporarily to Keene, picking up Jenna and Kirsten at two locations 90 minutes apart, traveling back and forth to the hospital (3 hours round trip) daily, endless e-mails, phone calls, reports on Erin’s condition and prayer requests, getting the older girls to and from school, etc.

I absolutely prayed more!  But I also spent time waiting on God for how to pray, what to pray.  Lynn and I did not necessarily pray the same things, because God gave us differing prayer responsibilities, including asking God to show various people what their part to pray was to be.  Also, I prayed in the Spirit much of the time.  This was especially helpful when I didn’t know what to pray.

Lynn taught Jenna and Kirsten “Let us Pray” by Steven Curtis Chapman and we sang that over and over in the car with the girls!  It was a good reminder for us all.  I even changed the ringtone on my cell phone to that song.

Over the past several months, I have been greatly encouraged by watching Erin go through things that she doesn’t understand, things that hurt, that she has no say about; yet, through it all she has retained her joyful, loving attitude.  I have also drawn strength from watching Nathan and Nikki go through this family crisis.  On several occasions they have both expressed the “bottom line” of faith, that “you have to decide if you are going to trust God or not.”

Q.  Did you specifically look for God’s working in the midst of the unpleasant parts?

A.  I absolutely looked for God’s working, but not just in the midst of the unpleasant parts.  There have been many pleasant parts as well where I’ve looked for and discovered God working there in the midst.  God has kept me occupied throughout this experience looking for where and how He is working.  I saw evidence of God working countless times in the midst of the unpleasant parts, so many times that it is hard to focus on particulars.

One example that comes to mind occurred over the weekend prior to Erin’s surgery, when we were still reeling from the diagnosis and seeing the drastic change in Erin in just a couple of weeks.  I had just come out of Erin’s room in the pediatric intensive care unit.  As I walked down the hall I approached three women huddled together.  One of the women was talking and as I drew alongside I heard her say, “It’s not fair.  She has cancer and she’s only thirteen years old!”  The first thought that popped into my mind was, “Try two years old!”  I immediately had to repent of my attitude.  Once I did I understood that God had allowed me to overhear this distraught mother’s comment so that I could begin praying for her and her family.  More than two months later, while I was visiting Erin during a week at Dartmouth for chemotherapy, I was able to meet this mother and chat with her for a bit—no overt witnessing—but I was able to show compassion.  This happened with other mothers also, but Nikki was the one God used to give a much greater witness to moms, families, and hospital staff.

Learning to recognize these kinds of situations and opportunities is the fruit of intentionality, of choosing to wait upon God to teach us His perspective.  And while life is never just one long, unbroken chain of bad events or painful trials, we are continuously making choices to walk by faith or to choose the (temporarily) easy way out.

Some (probably many) of God’s purposes are hidden to us because God has chosen not to reveal them to us.  But there are many purposes of God that He makes clear to us if we will only choose to wait, to ask, to listen, to set ourselves to watch.  But even when God’s purposes are kept hidden, we know that they are good.  We may not see the good now, but they are good and they are ultimately for our good (see Romans 8:28 quoted above).  “You are good and do good; teach me your statutes” (Psalm 119:68 my emphasis).  We know that God does good.  Whether we recognize the good in a situation is another matter.

Many times we are confronted with situations that make no sense, situations in which we can see no good.  But God is good and He does good, so there is good in our situation even though we may not be able to see it just now.  It is not that the situation itself is necessarily good (it may be terrible, painful, frightening), but that God is working good for us in and through the situation.  Here is the crux of faith!  Here is the proving ground for trusting the Lord.

“Sing praises to the Lord, O you his saints, and give thanks to his holy name.  For his anger is but for a moment, and his favor is for a lifetime.  Weeping may tarry for the night, but joy comes with the morning.

“As for me, I said in my prosperity, “I shall never be moved.”  By your favor, O Lord, you made my mountain stand strong; you hid your face; I was dismayed” (Psalm 30:4-7).

David is recounting his experience with God.  He knows that God’s name is holy and that He is worthy of praise and thanksgiving.  Even though weeping, sorrow, and grief may seem to last forever, it is only a momentary pain and distress, for joy will come in the morning.

Recounting one of his own tests of faith, David explains that when things were going well for him he boasted that he would never be moved, he would never be lacking in faith.  Then something happened—God hid his face!  God removed David’s conscious awareness of the presence of God.  It was God who had made David’s mountain stand strong.  God was the source and fount of David’s strength all along.  This was made explicit to David when God hid his face.  At that instant, David confessed, “I was dismayed.”

Christians frequently speak of our faith journey, our sanctification, as a process.  But we have to be growing in faith or we have no faith, “for whatever does not proceed from faith is sin” (Romans 14:23c) and “without faith it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him” (Hebrews 11:6).  And one of the best soils for growing faith is the soil of adversity.

There are no better nutrients for plants growing in the soil of adversity than the Scriptures generally and the Psalms particularly.  This is why Christians through the ages have been drawn to the Psalms.  It is there we learn the vocabulary of praise and adoration, of complaint (how to express real emotional distress without blaspheming God), of hope and longing, and of thanksgiving.

“The salvation of the righteous is from the Lord; he is their stronghold in time of trouble.  The Lord helps them and delivers them; he delivers them from the wicked and saves them, because they take refuge in him” (Psalm 37:39-40).

Over the past decade especially, God has been teaching me the necessity of abiding in Him, of taking refuge in the Rock, the Strong Tower, the true Stronghold, the only source of hope in a fallen world.  This is what David refers to in Psalm 37 above.  But what does this mean to say that God is our refuge?  Does it mean that we will never know hardship or troubles or sickness?  Obviously that is not what Scripture teaches.

While I’ve been praying and writing this lengthy reply, we were given another opportunity to trust God and not lean on our own understanding (see Proverbs 3:5).  As you know, Erin starting having headaches and other symptoms a few weeks ago.  This is what was happening in late January/early February leading up to the diagnosis of infant medulla blastoma on February 4th.  We knew that all MRIs and spinal taps over the past seven months have been negative for tumors and cancer cells, yet the symptoms seemed to be identical.  Then we found out that Erin was going to have general anesthesia for an MRI and a CT scan and brain surgery within the span of a couple of hours.

This turned out to be a timely intervention for Erin, to remove the port in her head (Omaya) and the catheter that were causing irritation in her brain and a build-up of cerebral fluid, resulting in the pressure that led to headaches and other symptoms.

One of the reasons we must learn to wait upon the Lord, even for how to pray in any given situation, is that what we see as bad or threatening or intolerable may, in fact, be a sparing work of the Lord, something God is allowing or even engineering in order to bring something to light that is hidden and needs to be dealt with, or to head off something now that could lead to an even greater problem in the future.

Erin’s most recent round of pain and sickness appeared on the surface as signs of an impending crisis; seen from the vantage point of hindsight, this has all the earmarks of a sparing work by God, not a disastrous development.  The way I see it now is the way God saw it then (before Erin was seen by the doctor).

This is another aspect of learning to trust God and to wait upon Him for His perspective and for how to pray.  Many times what we see as something bad happening to someone is actually a sparing work of God in that person’s life.  Was Erin’s cancer a sparing work?  I believe it was and is.  The literature on infant medulla blastoma states that the symptoms only present themselves for a few weeks and are often mistaken for symptoms of flu and other illnesses.  Erin’s diagnosis and surgery were timely and a sparing work.

Another reason why we must learn to wait upon God to show us how to pray is that when we rush to prayer immediately upon seeing a need or hearing someone’s request for prayer, we are often simply praying the problem, or praying what we’ve been told someone wants from God, rather than praying the will of God.

As we learn to wait upon the Lord, we are learning to recognize God’s voice, God’s Word, God’s perspective, which leads us to learn God’s will in any given situation.  We can then pray with confidence, because we are praying God’s will.  This is no “once-for-all” lesson; it is a lifelong discipline.  Sometimes it is a moment-by-moment battle when you find yourself fighting for God’s perspective constantly, taking thoughts captive, going back to God over and over, because the realization of our situation and our helplessness can be overwhelming in the natural view of things.  As you said in your e-mail, “In the natural it does not appear to be good and as Christians we walk a different path from the natural.  I find it is a discipline to live in God’s perspective.”

God has made abundant provision for us to know His will, His mind, how He would have us pray and act and speak in every situation and on every occasion.  As Paul wrote,

“Now we have not received the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we might understand the things freely given us by God.  And we impart this in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the Spirit, interpreting spiritual truths to those who are spiritual.  The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned.  The spiritual person judges all things, but is himself to be judged by no one.  For who has understood the mind of the Lord so as to instruct him?  But we have the mind of Christ” (1 Corinthians 2:12-16).

I pray that this long answer to a brief e-mail will prove helpful to you as you continue to choose God’s ways and to learn the discipline of living in the light of God’s perspective.

Soli Deo Gloria!

David

But I know an exception to that statement…

2010 April 13
by David

“I have been young and now am old, yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken or his children begging for bread.” Psalm 37:25

Over the years I have spent countless hours reading, meditating upon, and learning to pray the Psalms.  This Psalm (37) is one of my favorites and this verse carries special significance for me.  But over the course of the past year, I have had two separate conversations in which this statement by David has been called into question by sincere Christians.  On both occasions, the individual in question took exception to David saying that he had never seen the righteous begging for bread, because they knew of Christians who have gone hungry and others who still are going hungry.  And so (the argument goes) it is not a true statement for someone to say that he has never seen the children of the righteous begging for bread (that is, going hungry).

But the point is not whether you know of exceptions to this statement made by David in Psalm 37:25, but what was David’s focus when he wrote this psalm?  When we read this verse in its context, the point is that the righteous have never been forsaken.  David’s focus is on the faithfulness of God.  More to the point is the genre of the Psalms and of this particular passage in its context.  David is making use of imagery and poetic expression.  In addition, this portion of Psalm 37 is in line with the wisdom writings, in which the writers present common sense observations about life, not necessarily hard and fast doctrinal statements or life observations that apply everywhere at all times in every circumstance.

Here is the immediate context for Psalm 37:25,

The steps of a man are established by the Lord, when he delights in his way; though he fall, he shall not be cast headlong, for the Lord upholds his hand.

I have been young, and now am old, yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken or his children begging for bread.

He is ever lending generously, and his children become a blessing.

Turn away from evil and do good; so shall you dwell forever.  For the Lord loves justice; he will not forsake his saints.  They are preserved forever, but the children of the wicked shall be cut off (Psalm 37:23-28).

To say that you know of righteous people who have to beg for food is not the issue.  The psalmist said that in his experience in Israel when he (David) was king, he had never seen the righteous forsaken or his children begging bread. He is not making a universal truth statement that no righteous person ever, any where, at any time, ever has gone hungry or ever will go hungry or beg for food.  He is saying that this has been his experience and he is stating it poetically.  When you take issue with the statement, you are saying that this was not, in fact, a true account of David’s experience.  As mentioned previously, I have encountered professing Christians who quote this passage with heavy sarcasm, as if Psalm 37:25 is a patently false statement or else a statement made by an extremely naïve person.  But it is neither false, nor naïve, nor a contradiction of the truth that God is good.

If we take issue with this statement, then we must also take issue with others, including Jesus’ statement in the Parable of the Mustard Seed, when He claims that the mustard seed “is the smallest of all seeds” which, in fact, it is not.  We know of many seeds that are smaller, but that is not Jesus’ point here.  (And remember that when readings parables, one must always ask, “What’s the point?”)  The mustard seed was the smallest variety of seeds available to those people at that time in that geographic location.  But Jesus is not giving a horticultural lecture; He is describing an aspect of the kingdom of heaven and using what is readily available to illustrate His point to His listeners.  The point is not about the mustard seed itself, but the kingdom of God providing shelter both to Jews and to Gentiles alike (compare Ezekiel 17:22-24).

David, too, was talking about the kingdom of God.  Graham Goldsworthy has given a very helpful definition of the kingdom of God that enables us to look for the big picture within the smaller snapshots found throughout the Word of God: the big picture being the kingdom of God.  My summary of Goldsworthy’s definition is…

  1. God’s people;
  2. In God’s place;
  3. Under God’s rule.

An important question to ask when reading the Scriptures is, “What can I learn about the kingdom of God from this passage?”  When we remind ourselves that the Word of God is about God and His kingdom, we begin to turn our attention away from ourselves and the “what’s in it for me” mentality so prevalent within the church today.  Not only do we get the emphasis off ourselves, we direct our attention and our thoughts to God and His glory and His kingdom, which is where our focus should be.

Christians can spend so much time straining at gnats while swallowing camels that we lose our appetite for the Bread of Life.  Psalm 37 is a celebration of God’s glory, of His steadfast love and faithfulness toward His righteous servants.  This is a celebration of life in the kingdom under a kind, loving, and just King, who is involved in the lives of His subjects.

Psalm 37:23-28 presents in miniature, if you will, a theme that the Word of God presents throughout God’s history of redemption: namely, that God is holy and just; He will preserve the righteous even though they will suffer hardships during the course of their lifetime in a fallen world; that the righteous, in turn, are to reflect the character of God, to live by faith and not by sight; and that God’s people are to trust God even when life’s circumstances would threaten to overwhelm us.  And we see presented some qualities that characterize the life of righteous people.  A righteous man delights in [God’s] way (v. 23).  A righteous man is ever lending generously (v. 26).  A righteous man’s children become a blessing (v. 26).  A righteous man commits himself to turn away from evil and do good (v. 27).  A righteous man loves justice For the Lord loves justice (v. 28).

Though he fall, he shall not be cast headlong, for the Lord upholds his hand.  The point of Psalm 37:25, then, is not even that in David’s experience he had never known of anyone going hungry.  The point is that over the course of his lifetime, David had… not seen the righteous forsaken… [my emphasis]

David did not live in some fairytale world.  This is a man who was anointed by the prophet Samuel (acting on God’s orders) as king of Israel, who then had to spend years running and hiding from Saul, living in caves, fearing for his life, only to become king at last…of only a part of Israel.  For seven-and-a-half years, only Judah followed David, while Saul’s son Ish-bosheth and others ruled over the remaining tribes.  Only after this seven year period following the death of Saul did David reign over all 12 tribes of Israel.  David was a warrior king—he knew adversity and peace, sorrow and joy, sin and forgiveness.  He committed adultery and murder, he disobeyed God in his role as king and had to witness God’s judgment upon the people under his rule as the consequence of his (David’s) sinful actions.

By the time David wrote Psalm 37 he was an old man.  He was the king of Israel and God’s anointed.  Yet with all his godly attributes he was still a sinner saved by grace.  He could cry to the Lord for vindication from his enemies by saying, “for I have led a blameless life” (Psalm 26:1, NIV)—not because he thought himself to be sinless; David could say that he had led a blameless life because he knew God had forgiven him when he repented of his sins.

While he served as God’s earthly king, David realized that in fact he was a servant of the true King in His kingdom.  The Lord [Yahweh] says to my Lord [Adonai]; “Sit at my right hand, until I make your enemies your footstool” (Psalm 110:1).  Jesus referred to this passage at one point when he questioned the Pharisees about the Christ.

“What do you think about the Christ? Whose son is he?”  They said to him, “The son of David.”  He said to them, “How is it then that David, in the Spirit, calls him Lord, saying, ‘The Lord said to my Lord, Sit at my right hand, until I put your enemies under your feet’?  If then David calls him Lord, how is he his son?”  And no one was able to answer him a word, nor from that day did anyone dare to ask him any more questions.

The true King had come with his kingdom.  David, king of Israel, looked forward to a future day, to that King, to that Kingdom.  As a servant of the King, the king of Israel—once a strong and feared warrior, but now an old man—could testify to the faithfulness of God.  The steps of a man are established by the Lord, when he delights in his way; though he fall, he shall not be cast headlong, for the Lord upholds his hand (vv. 23-24).

David had known what it was to be hungry and thirsty, to be tired and discouraged.  Yet as he approached the end of his life on earth he could say with joy and confidence and absolute truthfulness, I have been young, and now am old, yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken or his children begging for bread. May we aspire to the faith of David, the sweet psalmist of Israel.

Soli Deo Gloria!

Learning To Wait And Hope

2010 April 13
by David

I wait for the Lord, my soul waits,

and in his word I hope;

my soul waits for the Lord

more than watchmen for the morning,

more than watchmen for the morning.

(Psalm 130:5-6)

Do you ever consider how much time the average person spends waiting?  When I was a little boy, I remember waiting for the “big events” of life; my birthday, Christmas, the last day of school, the annual town parade (the only one I actually remember was the year my brother, Bill, dressed up as Speedy Alka-Seltzer and rode on a float!).   The waiting seemed to last forever and the fulfillment rarely achieved the expected results.  And, of course, all these “big events” were centered on me and what I would receive—pleasure and presents if I got my way, anger and disappointment if I didn’t.

Disappointments in life usually come about because we have expectations and we use those expectations to paint a mental picture of how the fulfillment must look and act and feel.  The longer we wait the more we embellish our expectations.  When the actual thing we are waiting for arrives it rarely measures up to our expectations; when that happens we become disappointed or angry or despondent or worse.

This pattern of behavior is bad enough in and of itself: it affects all our interactions within the home, among believers in the church, and between colleagues at the workplace.  It is even more serious, however, when we relate to God in this way.  Becoming angry or disappointed with God because we don’t get our way is, in fact, to bring a charge against God, making Him out to be less than good, questioning both His character and His motives.  This is why the Israelites’ rebellion in the wilderness was so very serious (see Exodus 17:1-7 for a particularly heinous example).

You are good and do good; teach me your statutes (Psalm 119:68).

The psalmist makes a statement about God’s character that leaves no room for ambiguity:  God is good and God does good.  This means that the way in which God chooses to answer our prayers is God doing good to us.  God is concerned with our ultimate good, not just with our immediate relief or perceived needs.  One of the ways in which He has chosen to convey His love and goodness and kind intentions to us is through discipline generally, and particularly through learning the discipline of waiting upon God for His will and perspective and timing, and for the way in which He chooses to answer our prayers.

It is for discipline that you have to endure.  God is treating you as sons.  For what son is there whom his father does not discipline?…For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it (Hebrews 12:7, 11).

God’s expectation for us is that we learn discipline so that we become mature, dependable disciples.  God has expectations for us, yet He knows our frame and our every thought (see Psalm 139).  So, in one sense, God is never disappointed regarding expectations in the way that we experience disappointment, because He has no unrealistic expectations regarding us.  This is not to say that God does not grieve over our sin—He does! But God has no false hopes or expectations regarding mankind.  He sees us as we are: sinful, selfish people who have no claim upon His grace, His mercy, or His love.  Yet, in the ultimate display of grace, mercy, and love, God sent His Son to become our Substitute, to become Sin for us, so that we might be partakers of His righteousness.

For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God (2 Corinthians 5:21).

 

You, however, are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if in fact the Spirit of God dwells in you.  Anyone who does not have the Spirit of Christ does not belong to him.  But if Christ is in you, although the body is dead because of sin, the Spirit is life because of righteousness.  If the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, he who raised Christ Jesus from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through his Spirit who dwells in you (Romans 8:9-11).

 

…in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that depends on faith…(Philippians 3:8b-9).

The powerful truth of our adoption in Christ is the lens through which we should orient our waiting and our hoping and our expectations.  God has no false hopes or expectations of things to come, no fanciful desires about future events.  Everything God desires has come to pass, is in the process of coming to pass, or will come to pass at some future time.  Yet Christians seem constantly to be disappointed with God—at least disappointed with the way He answers our prayers, which amounts to the same thing.  We cast our desires and wants in the form of prayers and then wait expectantly for God to answer us according to our expectations, sometimes reacting as petulant children if we don’t get what we have asked of God.

This should never be!  We Christians, of all people, should come to God in humility and with boundless thanksgiving and praise for giving us life and forgiveness, a hope and a future.  Our prayer life should be framed by a healthy fear of God on the one hand and a holy boldness on the other hand.

Our Great High Priest

Since then we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession.  For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin.  Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need (Hebrews 4:14-16).  [my emphasis]

Psalm 130 quoted above is called a Song of Ascents (one of a group of 15 Psalms—120-134—that were intimately tied to worship in Jerusalem).  These Psalms were most likely sung by Israelites as they were going up (ascending) to Jerusalem.  In it the psalmist confesses and contrasts his own sinfulness with God’s steadfast love and willingness to forgive the penitent.  The worshiper hoped in the Lord…for with the Lord there is steadfast hope, and with him is plentiful redemption (v. 7).

My soul waits for the Lord

This is not easy believe-ism.  This is not some secret salvation initiation (“Every head bowed, every eye closed…raise your hand if you want to go to heaven…yes, I see that hand!”). This is heart-felt acknowledgment of being crooked at one’s very core, of being sinful and undeserving of mercy, yet knowing the God who is merciful, who will redeem those who come to Him in faith.

In his book, The Temple: Its Ministry and  Services As They Were at the Time of Jesus Christ, Alfred Edersheim gives a wonderful description of the watchman waiting during the last watch of the night for the first light of dawn.  The watchman, standing upon a high place, gives his entire concentration to the eastern sky, every fiber of his being given over to scanning the horizon for the first ray of light from the rising sun.   As soon as he spots it, the watchman blows a horn to sound the beginning of the daily routine in the Temple.  This is his responsibility and the community depends upon him faithfully to carry out his charge.

More than watchmen for the morning

As single-minded as were the watchmen, we are to be even more so, more alert, more attuned to the movement on God in response to our prayers.  This is the how and the what of our waiting: unless and until we learn that we are waiting for God and not for some thing, we will always be disappointed.  My soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen wait for the morning, more than watchmen for the morning (v 6). The watchmen upon the wall would wait with anticipation, knowing that their labor would not go unrewarded, the sun would surely rise and it is just as certain that the Lord will answer those who wait for Him.

We are also to hope in the Lord.  For with the Lord there is steadfast love, and with him is plentiful redemption (v 7).  This Lord is none other than Jesus Christ, the Son of God, who has promised, All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never cast out (John 6:37).  When we hope in the Lord we are never disappointed because God always answers us as a loving Father; He does not treat us as our sins deserve.

He does not deal with us according to our sins, nor repay us according to our iniquities.  For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his steadfast love toward those who fear him; as far as the east is from the west, so far does he remove our transgressions from us.  As a father shows compassion to his children, so the Lord shows compassion to those who fear him.  For he knows our frame; he remembers that we are dust (Psalm 103:10-14).  [my emphasis]

God wants us to ask Him for things, but He wants us to ask according to His will.  Prayer is not simply taking a wish-list and placing it before Him, then waiting to check off the items as God delivers on each one.  Prayer is communion with God, not monologues by us in God’s hearing; prayer is learning to hear His voice, to know His thoughts, to form a cohesive understanding of God’s will.  This is hard work, the work of a lifetime.  Prayer includes knowing God’s Word so that we can know God’s will, because His will never contradicts His Word.  Prayer includes learning to listen, to think, to meditate upon God’s Word, and prayer includes learning to wait for the when and the how and the what of God’s answers.

God always answers our prayers, but He does not always give us the answer we desire.  Certainly God says “Yes” to some of our prayers, “No” to others, and to many of our prayers, His answer is “Wait and Watch.”  Learning the what and how of waiting leads us ever deeper into a relationship with God, in which we learn His will.  Learning the will of God leads us to amend our prayers accordingly, so that we as we are forming our prayers we begin asking questions as part of our prayer life.  For example,

1.  What does this mean?

2.  What must I do?

3.  What is the will of God in this situation?

In His Word I Hope

As we grow in our understanding of God’s will, our prayer life takes on a desire to see God’s will accomplished in every decision we make.  We begin to cooperate with God as we learn to wait upon God at the outset for how to pray in any and every situation.

Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness.  For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words.  And he who searches hearts knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God (Romans 8:26-27).  [my emphasis]

As we learn to cooperate with God, our prayers become more effectual and powerful because we begin agreeing with God in prayer, learning how to pray as we ought.  In other words, we learn to pray God’s will.  This in turn affects the what and how of waiting because  our expectations change from a self-centered hope to a God-glorifying joy.  When our hope is in us, our expectations deflate and lose their power; they take on an earthly, temporal flavor.  But when our hope is in God, our expectations are shaped by the power of God, the certainty that God’s will is being done, regardless of our present level of comprehension of all that that entails.  We begin to anticipate God being glorified through our prayers and, slowly but surely, God’s desires become our desires.

And this is the confidence that we have toward him, that if we ask anything according to his will he hears us.  And if we know that he hears us in whatever we ask, we know that we have the requests that we have asked of him (1 John 5:14-15).   [my emphasis]

Soli Deo Gloria!